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In a way, coming
to Kalamazoo College this fall (2002) is like coming
full circle for me. In 1989 I graduated summa cum
laude from Allegheny College, a small liberal arts
college on a hill. While I was there I participated
in their burgeoning study abroad program, spending
my junior year at the University of Sheffield in
England. So when I was given the opportunity to
return as an assistant professor to a college that
valued teacher-student interaction, a liberal arts
education, and study abroad, it felt like coming
home. I teach Shakespeare, Discoveries: British
Literature 1550-1750, Reading Drama, and Women
Writers: The Historical Tradition.
It was, in fact, my own memories of
vibrant undergraduate teaching that eventually drew
me to graduate school. After a few years of skirting
around teaching by working as a counselor and tutor,
I headed back to school. I earned my MA (1997) and
PhD (2000) at the University of Illinois, Urbana-Champaign
with a specialization in Shakespeare and Renaissance
literature and a minor in Women’s Studies.
I knew from my undergraduate work as an English major
that I was passionate about the Renaissance—a
time of discovery, of rethinking what it meant to
be human, of questioning assumptions about the role
of literature in people’s lives. But it wasn’t
until I went to graduate school that I began to see
that different people experienced this ‘rebirth
and renewal’ differently. Joan Kelly once asked, “Did
women have a Renaissance?” and I guess that
question and others like it (Did the lower classes?
Did anyone of color? Did non-Christians?) have been
a driving force behind my work. My dissertation, “Performing
Marriage in Early Modern England,” investigates
how the performance of courtship rituals and marriage
ceremonies on and off the Renaissance stage challenges
class, gender, and national hierarchies. My arguments
make way for the agency of individual actors in an
institution often assumed to be powerfully conservative.
Articles that grew from that work are forthcoming
in Studies in English Literature and Comparative
Drama.
My friends and family always jokes
that I had to be a teacher because I just couldn’t
bear not to be in school; after years of arguing
with them, I’ve come to see the truth in their
claims. In fact, once I figured out that being a
teacher was a lot like being student, it felt like
a natural move to me. After all, teaching and being
a student both involve being willing to express your
ideas, respond to challenges, and ask new questions.
I strive to create a learning environment that mixes
nurture and rigor in a way that encourages everyone
in the classroom, myself included, to take intellectual
risks. |